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Sunday, October 26, 2008

i miss watching movies so much =(
A levels in a weeks time
HUAT AH!

=D


Wednesday, October 22, 2008

sad
/sæd/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[sad] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–adjective, sad·der, sad·dest.
1.affected by unhappiness or grief; sorrowful or mournful

Upset
/v., adj. ʌpˈsɛt; n. ˈʌpˌsɛt/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[v., adj. uhp-set; n. uhp-set] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation verb, -set, -set·ting, noun, adjective
–verb (used with object)
2.to disturb mentally or emotionally; perturb: The incident upset her.


i'm not upset. i'm sad

i know
u said sorry
and u even gave me a promise
look
i'm nt asking for anything
i'm not upset by u
i'm just sad
i truely accept any apologies tat u made
but wats done is done
i'm still very much affected
maybe its fatique
or just a boring period
tat adds to the emotion
tats y i'm able to say i love u
without feeling hurt

alright
shall not emo anymore
cos ivy found my blog!
and she'll laugh at me for revenge
but
thanks pal

"You know why I'm jealous? 'Cos I love you."


Tuesday, October 21, 2008

ahh!!!!!
i cannot help it!!!!
the stupid pic keeps appearing in my mind!!!!
ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


going crazy
sianed and still sianning


hmm i'm trying to make this r/s very free and relax
it seems to work
but i'm still nt totally ok with it
just dun let me see the pics!
i mean, no matter how trusting a bf is, hw is still a bf
and hence will feel like a bf
nvm la
at least i know i'm affected a little bit
which is good =)

work work work
covers all
good
but no mood!


Friday, October 10, 2008


The place where i wanna be =)

Raynald knows he can be =)

不要管那么多,PIA 就对了!

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Thursday, October 9, 2008

here i am again
its been a few good hours since u left
and i still feel unwell
i read ur blog
it was sweet
thanks
it has always been sweet
but this time, i didnt smile
nt becos i dun love u, but i'm unwell

been feeling very weird since we last made that promise
i mean i am very willing to
but
it seems like a very important part of us, is been taken away
by us
since we made that promise
i felt like, i'll nt be in contact with a person anymore
like its gone
just likedat
i dunno if it will come back
but it seems like this time is real

when u called just now
it really hurts when i have to say "i'm Ok" when i'm not
i dunno y i'm not
its really not easy to be laughing and talking like nothing had happened

i know i should have told u how i'm feeling right now
but
i know this is good for us
logically
yeah i know its good for us
and you wont have to think about it for the whole day
and really be urself
who u are
at the beginning
and i love to see u smile baby

i dunno whether i wanna go sch with u tmr or not
i really dun wanna smile and u again and talk to u
when it hurts inside
its painful
lets see how it goes tmr morning

baby, if u managed to get here and read this
i dunno how, but
pls dun be mad at me when u feel that i should have voiced out my opinion to u
but i just wan things to go smoothly
so that we can enjoy ourselves once again
after a few days, at least

ah, this is making me feel much better
no one reads it anyway lol
BUT
if anyone caught this,
dun worry, i'm not breaking up with her =)
just making some important decision with her, tats all

i will miss u baby, while i go out with u
i'll nv forget the little fights (literally) after each wed and sat
and the "hurry up!, we're running out of time!"
when we're at cwp early in the afternoon
this time is for real
tats y it affected me so much
like u've said
its really not good for us
especially u
and i respected tat decision
baby, i love u. but i'm hurting. for now.


what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right
you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is itand in what month
this clock never seemed so alive.....


Wednesday, October 8, 2008

i'm so selfish.
i'm gonna miss u baby.

today is nt my day


Rays Arts House
Sunday, October 5, 2008

Hi all, the opening of Ray's Art House will be on 05/10/2008 @ here.

thank you for your support






haha this website is fun

www.photofunia.com

www.imagechef.com

thanks qixuan for this fun webbie haha

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