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Thursday, January 17, 2008

haha finally i have the mood to blog again
so since start of this week
i've been quite busy with all the banni stuff, soccer and of cos, studies
but i enjoyed them =)

gonna have a match against the jurong police smth one
hope my nose dun fail me again
haha
and i acted in the family video for family 1!
although most prob it wont be put into the cd
but i'm still very happy tat i can act in it!
thanks ken!
haha
and acting was real fun
haha

i'm a J2 now. so soon i've to take my A levels!
life was quick. many of my friends had turned 18 by now
but mine is coming soon!!
haha. didn't expect much
but i'm like, 18 le lei!
haha. dun feel like an 18 yr old at all

thanks to ah jin's inspiration
i wan a digital cam now!
haha
so that i can store memories of my college life
as well as beautiful sceneries of the sky
and buildings
and audio house got free mini tripod!
so i'm gonna take my cam to the beach one day
and just dun stop shooting
haha

going to sentosa on sat! yay!
hope it'll be fun n high
haha

i just realise i ended all my paragraphs using 'haha'
maybe its those stuff tat make me happy
HAHA


Sunday, January 13, 2008

at this point of life
i'm very confused, again
i'm sure everyone has this moment too
but it just feel nt right
was staying at home now
feeling very empty
bored

in 2008, theres gonna be many stuff going on
soccer, banni , studies, etc etc
but dun know if i hav the drive for them

coughing non stop
throat hurts
flu, blocked nose
making me feel sick
couldn't sing!

feel like taking a camera
a bike
cycle to pasir ris park
and jus take pictures
of the beautiful suaying trees,
waves after waves
and look at the sky
see wat the clouds are trying to tell me
via formations of animals and objects

didn't wanna stay at home
but where can i go?
outgoing is nt always good

or maybe i should stay at home
and bring down the mood of fun
and settle down
and start off a year
of hard work and good results

maybe i need someone to bring me down
someone tat i can say
i love you


Thursday, January 10, 2008

sorry if i scared u
but i needed someone true
and i hope to say
I LOVE YOU


should i stay or should i go...

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found
Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?
Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart
The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about
It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I’m down
My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts
It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?
It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?
This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same
I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…

how beautiful. how accurate.
was so confused.
kept under her spell.
wanna break away.
but her image is always there
just image, not soul

at first i wanted to be patient
just take it slow
and enjoy the sweetness of love
but now
i'll be thankful if its nt bitter

impatient. tats wat i am now
her coldness
freezed my heart to death
i dunno wat she wants
time?
sweetness?
her response is truely confusing me

i tot the camp will start something good for us
but tats in the camp onli
nth else
nth more
just a smile in sch
and tats it
wats tat? i dun wan tat
tats wat i do to a friend!

sick at home
dunno wat to do
and i know she will neva reply
even though i know she checks on her phone quite often
she clearly avoiding me

i wanna give up
but she comes back every now and then.
wats my next step?
should i stay, or should i go?