RECEIVED MY PINK IC TODAY!!!
I tremble while preparing myself to go camp in the morning. Finally this day has arrived. Was looking forward to this day for the past 2 years. Its not an easy journey and not really meaningful, but i saw and learnt a few things along the way. I saw how passion is really important to workers, without it employees will all be inefficient and lack of drive to do well.
I really wanna thank all people who walked this through with me. My family, especially my dad who without fail see me off to tekong every week for the first 2 months and being so eversupportive. I guess he is the only one in the family who truly knows whats happening inside. I hope i will be like this to my son in the future. thanks dad. To my great grandma, who i first looked for when returning home from book out during tekong days. guess she is real happy to see me go through this stage of life. and of course, my baby. Without her my mental sufferings of being in camp will have nowhere to be expressed. she stuck with me through all these and said positive comments that affected my thinking. thank u baby. and to all my friends thank u all for lighting up my dull life. without u guys' laughter i think i will be damn depressed to suffer this 2 years of crap.
These 2 years i have lost a lot. Whenever my friends are out having fun and i cannot attend i always felt that its my lost. Its my youth and i should be out there, especially when i have nothing to do in camp. it just doesnt make any sense.
of course there will be positive things that happened this 2 years. i am lucky to be able to visit aussie. its not really a tour package but at least i am able to experience it when i am sensible and know what i like. met friends that i can relate to and who knows, might be helpful to me in the future. Hope we will remain in contact.
Tomorrow starts a new beginning. something that i can find value in and will really develop myself further. Hope everything turns out well and my life goes on now.
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